Absolutely Disgusting.

I haven't weighed myself in quite sometime and but it deffinately seems like i look slimmer and today when i got on the scale it read 142.2! I cant believe it! i was sure that i wouldn't be in the 140s. I'm so disappointed with myself. I haven't eaten all day and i don't plan to until Saturday afternoon. Im still in shock, how can i be this high?! After i got home from school i drank two of those laxative teas i talked about before. Im still not feeling anything so i think im going to have another one later on in the evening. I know its going to cause major cramps but if itll get me down to the 130s then im absolutely fine with that. Saturday afternoon i plan on eating a something under 300calories and then having non-caloric drinks after that. I need ana in my life!

W.Countdown: 25.2

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